!

This is the cutest thing I've ever seen.
Plus its pretty cool...
But the boy is so SMALL!
His legs are so short and his face is adorable<3

Telepathy

I have finally finished all my Mathematics exams!
Oh
My
Goodness.
Just two of my worst subjects left and I'm FREE.
Freaking finally.

I'm so sick of talking about HSC.
I'm so sick of the fact that my life revolves around HSC like planets revolving around the Sun.
Or the Sun revolving around planets...
LIKE HOWEVER THE SOLAR SYSTEM WORKS.

Today after the exam, I streamed like...crazy........................
LIKE CRAZY.
I better stop....before I fail the remaining two exams.
hehehehhee

Apology

Words.
Your words were so pointless and fake.
They didn't mean anything.
You're sorry?
Do you even know what "sorry" means to just say it like that?

Just stop talking.
You're better off that way.

Youtube

After the change for our internet plan...youtube has been my best friend.
FAROUT.
I
CAN'T
STOP
YOUTUBING!

It's like an addiction.....
Like...I think we need consultants for youtube addicts...

Cannot wait until Wednesday is over.
Math's will be over!
YES
But then the two worst subjects awaits quietly.....waiting for me to fail it.........
:(
My head hurts...because I youtubed so much.
Fak'n hell.

Weather?

As I sit in my living room staring out at the window for the past few days....I get really depressed....
BECAUSE THE SUN IS OUT AND EVERYTHING SEEMS SO NICE AND SUNNY OUTSIDE AND I'M STUCK HOME DOING WORK.
But now....right this moment...its like hailing and thunder storming outside.
I'm pretty happy home :)
Still....what's with the weather? This rain is so sudden and so heavy as well!
The weather has fooled us yet again.

My lights are flickering.
If I have a blackout and I'm home alone..
...
I will not be too happy.

Different

First of all, I realised I'm slacking off A LOT compared to before English Paper 2.
Like...wow...it's not funny.

Second of all, my stomach does not hurt anymore!
WOOOOOOOOOOOW!

Third of all.......the password for facebook has been given away and hidden until HSC's over.
Luckily I have given it to someone who can tolerate my whining and annoyance so I have no choice but to not use it.

Fourthly, my skin....IS TERRIBLE. OH MY GOODNESS ME. I AM SO SAD. HSC GIVES YOU THE CRAPPEST SKIN IN THE WORLD. Like...I can't believe this is what stress does to you. Just completely wreck your skin. UGH.

Yes...the 4 things that changed in the past few days.
Good and bad.
But the skin part. Argh.
Like getting pimples and random rashes.
@#!@#!$@%

That is all.
Goodbye.
GOOD LUCK FOR GENERAL MATHEMATICIANS TOMORROW!

My HSC drug

Be strong my friend.
Think of it as a separation for only a short time.
You will see him again.
Please be strong through this and become a stronger person.
You are never alone.
<3




Yesterday after English, I went to West Ryde with my beloved and ate Thai!
THE BEST OMG
Then I went to Eastwood to meet my parents, and I had to wait like 10 minutes.
So I bought this ice cream at the Korean grocery I haven't had for so long, like 2 years.
AND
IT
WAS
GLORIOUS.

So I asked my brother to buy me one today, and the beautiful icecream accompanied me and my studies:

Everybody say hi to Sarah's HSC drug :)

I can taste the milk in it but my stomach doesn't hurt at all!

It was made for me.

That is all!

GOODBYE!

This was before HSC...what it did to me....

Yes.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

One more time...
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

Oh wow, I couldn't be happier.
English IS OVER THE FUCKING MOVER!!!!!!!
YEW YEW YEW YEWWWWWWWW

Seriously, the overwhelming feeling is ...
Stuff this descriptive language.
I'm done with English.
Forever and ever and ever and ever!

Thank you very much!
And I'm very tired........
Slept for like 3 hours...
Goodnight.

HSC

My first HSC exam is over!
I'm proud :)

So English Paper 1 done and five more to go!

Oh and today, was a lovely day!
It was my first time seeing everyone in 3 weeks.
HUMAN CONNECTION, SENSE OF BELONGING MAAAAN.
I was really really happy in seeing everyone.

After the exam went to Macquarie Shopping Centre to eat because I was starving through the test and so many other schools were there.
And yeah, went home and realised that our internet was 50GB! YAY! So I ended up youtubing for a good hour and slept for 3 hours.
.....
Better start studying for Paper 2.
GOODBYE!

Bigpond fail.

Right now we're on a 25GB plan.

But my brother and I know that that is not enough for us, so my brother called up Bigpond and they had this other offer for 50GB.

So obviously my brother changed our plan, and they said that the plan will reset in three days. 

For the next three days, we had to "relax" as we had 5% left.

So everyday we checked how much left we had.

This is what I found:

Um.....50GB not....5GB...

It was quite hilarious. My brother called them up and complained and they apologised and said they'll change it right away, but it'll take 12 hours. So yeah, I'm waiting for it to change to 50GB.

But how funny, imagine being like 500% over your cap.

Epic fail Bigpond.

FAILBLOG

Plus the more funny thing is, my internet is faster than ever.
HEHEHHEE

Panic.

Last night my friend gave me a link to an article on the Sydney Morning Herald.
I was okay...
Until I started thinking outside the square.
So this article...was about memorising your essays, and how pointless it would be to do so.
I just thought, oh okay, all I need to do is completely understand all my text and essays.
AND THEN I THOUGHT MORE....
I have a feeling this year's questions are going to be quite the betch....
I think they're going to make everything really specific.
I am panicking.
Oh dear.

That is all.

This is why..

This is why you stop anticipating on good things to happen.
Something ALWAYS comes up to disappoint you.

Why bother being excited?
WHY BOTHER


This is something I've learnt like 10 years ago and it still doesn't come in my head.
How annoying.
Yes sir, it is annoying.

A blog!

I kind of really love these men.

LOL!

Just yeah...thought I'd like to share that.

@_@

Now HSC..HSC is coming!

I can't wait until I'm done and over this. 

I have 24 days left. OH MY GOODNESS CANNOT WAIT UNTIL THIS IS ALL OVER!

Yeah, anyways, I've been home from graduation and it was my first time going out yesterday! To Matrix...for Maths help....nevertheless, first time going out of hills area! It was like a new experience. I also met some people coincidentally which was pretty cool.

And Matrix was empty so it was such a good place to study. 

Yar.....I really have nothing to say. 

So I shall leave it here. 

Goodbye

Breakeven

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

'Cause he moved on when I'm still grieving.

And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven....even...no.

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?

And what am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're okay?

I'm falling to pieces...

I'm falling to pieces...

I'm falling to pieces...yeah.

-The Script

I won't even start..

I haven't seen you. 

Feels like a long time...

Sometime it still hurts, but I always get by..

Still got a piece of you under my skin

It's always there no matter where I've been.

So if I see you on the street

I'll pretend that I didn't see, and turn my face

No use in small talk anyways.

Because if I look into your eyes, then I'll have to say goodbye.

And that'll break my heart, so I won't even start.

I won't even start.

- David Choi

Superwoman

They ask me, "Who is that superwoman?"
I just smile and say, "That's my mum"

Out of my whole family, my mum's the weakest, the shortest and the nicest.
But she's strong in the inside and her stamina is indescribable.
Everyday, staying home, I complain to myself about how early I wake up and how late I sleep.
My mum? She wakes up earlier than me and sleeps later than me.
She works a lot. After work, she has no time to rest because she has to make dinner or wash our clothing.
Instead of complaining, she looks at me sadly, feeling sorry for me, staying up late "studying".
I don't think even "Superwoman" and describe my mother.
She's strong through her love towards us.

So I told myself.
After this bitch you call HSC is over, I'll do whatever to make my mum's life more relaxed.
I'll learn how to cook.
I'll make money and go buy my mum and dad presents they deserve.
Because my mum, is my best friend.
She's always there.
She never leaves me.
& she loves me.

I never knew how lucky I was all this time.
But I'm glad I found out now.

She's my Superwoman and I love her!

Amazing

It has been two weeks of "holidays" and I am not satisfied with the way I'm studying at the moment.

I've been pretty sick.
And it's pissing me off.

I've been on the computer a lot.
I spent 10 minutes on one of my friend's website, and wow...the things I found there, amazed me.

So I'd like to share some:

This picture is so meaningful.
I don't know, but I really love this picture.
That's all I wanted to share.
Study hard guys!

Wow..

"Truth is- we hide because we want to be found; we walk away to see who follows; we cry to see who wipes away the tears; and we let our hearts be broken to see who comes and fixes them."

Stole this off a friend on facebook.

Such a thing to say....so true.

That feeling

When you just feel trapped.

When you can't tell anyone anything about how you feel.

When you just want to cry but the tears won't come out.

When you just want to scream but your voice is silent.

When you can't stop shaking.

When you think you're completely fine...but you're not.

When you anticipate on an apology but nothing comes.

When you just want to be angry at that person but you can't.

When you just feel completely blank and lost.

When you feel worthless...

Yeah that feeling.

Is one hell of a bitch.

You're inconsiderate.

You are so selfish.

& you're an idiot.

There was a reason from the very start.

I should've considered the signs.

I should've listened.

But I didn't.

Now I will try.

Don't be too surprised if I'm different towards you because you caused all this bullshit.

Bye.

Shit.

I don't know why.
But I feel so sensitive right now.
I'm so moody.
Everything pisses me off.
I can't even study properly.
Always distracted.

...
Fuck.